Friendship...
can take different forms.
It can run like a river,
quietly and sustainingly
through life;
it can be an intermittent
sometime thing;
or it can explode like
a meteor,
altering the atmosphere
so that nothing ever feels
or looks the same again.
~Molly Haskell

panic button?

hi girls...


i agree with aya. asal la blog ni asik senyap aje. thanks aya for bringing this subject up.
ive been blogging abt this for quite some time now in my own blog. now my two cents worth for this one....


ok aya ur plans are the same as mine. well ive concluded that we r jus normal human beings. we crave for things that we dont have. we strive for excellence and wants to upgrade in life. thats y we take those steps in our planning. its like the maslow hierachcy of needs..step by step...


but often along the way, circumstances change as much as the world change ard us. jus look at every single one of us. we r no longer the 8 girls who sit at the left bottom of the LT19, saving seats for each other or goin design canteen and making sure that we have 8 seats! that was 6 yrs ago..now getting all of us together to sit and eat down in a restaurant is a challenge. in fact, meeting up with each other for coffee is already hard.


thats life my dear. surroundings change people change. abt deviations..i encourage pple to deviate. sometimes it makes the better out of us. but u need to judge whether the deviation is really beneficial for u. to tell u girls the truth, i almost give up after my first sem here and get married instead. yes it was those moments which i think im stupid, too blinded by the changes in my life. after a period, i realised tat it wasnt wat i want and i went back to the plans i have. but the deviation taught me alot abt reality and life...


my fren jus said to me, she never did think that she would break up with her bf of 6 yrs. they got engaged and after 5 mths, realised that they cant live with each other. being in a relationship and being in a marriage is 2 different things. in a relationship, u still get a breather but in marriage, bo pian..have to see each day.. ok see im diverting abit..


abt ur granpa side looking down on u..would u rather that they look down on u cos ur stil single o those petty stuffs? or leave them speechless for the achievements in ur life? i know what kind of pple they are cos i have those in my family too. it jus hurts but it depends on how u take them. being sensitive and taken by their lashings wouldnt help. fighting back secretly and provin that they are wrong is better. let them b a sense of motivation for u to b a better person.


abt the pure longing feeling..i UNDERSTAND that part..feelins sux big time esp wen its pms. i jus cried myself out for no reason last sun nite. dibz noe wat im tokin abt cos at the moment, she was the only one online. i din feel like toking cos i din reli noe wats the exact reason for crying. i think its the pms...tis is d first time in my life that it happen. scary shit sei...


well abt the panic button..relax my dear. enjoy ur life as it is now. ur not missing out on stuffs as long as u noe how to appreciate it. don rush things cos u may end up regretting it. take each day one at a time...



Take each day
one at a time
this is enough.


Do not look back
and grieve over the past
for it is gone.


Do not be troubled
about the future
for it has yet to come.


Live in the present
and make it so beautiful
that it will be worth
remembering.


*LadyHackwrench*