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For the Wonders

Friendship...
can take different forms.
It can run like a river,
quietly and sustainingly
through life;
it can be an intermittent
sometime thing;
or it can explode like
a meteor,
altering the atmosphere
so that nothing ever feels
or looks the same again.
~Molly Haskell





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Sunday, July 24, 2005

'Love the person who loves you' or 'Love the person whom you love' ?

Salam Peeps..
Wow shids...those were really sweet words from you..
And i too agree with you...Mar, you haf gone thru alot..
And you're still standing strong..
sheesh..i'm not good with words like shida..so i dunno wat to say, juz dis..
I'm sure you can overcome wateva obstacles dat comes to your way..
I've soo much confident in you gal!!
Hmm..as to da rest you guys..all i can say is..
Pengalaman telah banyak mengajar kita (macam pernah dengar gitu eh? tapi di lagu mana ye?)
And i can see dat each one of us has become more matured and stronger these past few years..
I noe i have! Its also becoz i haf frens like you guys...you guys made my life wonderful...things are a bit more bearable now..dunno how i'll be if i dun haf your supprt 7 mths ago...terus jadi gila agaknya.
Mar...until now, i still remember da support u gave me wen hairil wen NS =c)
Berikan tepukkan yang gemuruh pada korang semua!!! YEEEY!!!!
Haha...aya dah senteng...
anw...back to shida's entry...
'Love the person who loves you' or 'Love the person whom you love'
I dunno...dats a hard decision..
"Aku..... junjung petuamu, Cintai dia yang mencintaiku"
Dats Krisdayanti's advise..and to me, dat option is da safest...coz you noe dat guy will be faithful to you (well...my previous experiences are with cheating guys, so faithfulness is important!!)..
but den again..cinta tak boleh dipaksa kan? You cant force urself to love somebody juz becoz he loves you (haha..tried with andri, but it doesnt work)
I guess you're really lucky if u fall in love with a guy who loves you fiercely..
I find dat Loving a person you love will leave you vulnerable...i find dat i'll be insecure...does he love me as much as i love him? it hurts wen you find dat you hanya tepuk seblah tangan...
Well..I guess for the above options, its really up to each individual...
Not everyone wants da same things rite?
Okaylah..i guess this is it...dah ngantok dah..
you guys also add in okay? wanna noe wat you guys think on this..
Take care peeps! and haf a great weekend!!
Salam Sayang
~aya~

one of us penned our thoughts at 12:54 AM

Saturday, July 23, 2005

I've Been Gone For Too Long

Hey people, I know I've been gone for a bit too long.. Been gone for 2 reasons.. Firstly, aku segan dengan korang-korang for not being able to meet you gals up since the past few gatherings and secondly, I got nothing that interesting to blog about.. Anyway, I just wanted to share with you guys something with regards to relationships..

I have seen how some of you girls struggle in your relationships.. Frankly speaking, I envy Mardhiah a lot.. She's been through a lot of difficulties along the way.. Mana si Mahadi accident.. Mana dia kena influence dengan kawan-kawan dia.. Mana si Mar was left alone for months only to find out that Mahadi was testing on her faithfulness.. She's like been through heaven and hell in love.. I hope she has found heaven after so long.. Mar, I wish you well in your relationship..

Rohaya, another strong lady.. Having to give up the person she loved most wasn't an easy decision to make.. It took a lot of courage and strength to overcome that.. How she could still smile despite her problems.. How she could still joke despite the fact that she was crying deep inside.. How she could still appear to enjoy life when there is a broken link in her life.. But proud to say, she's moved on alright! An epitome of courage.. A woman made of steel.. I pray that you'll find the your Mister Right in due time..

Lulu, one lady who has faced many challenges in her relationships.. Why are guys more willing to believe outsiders than their own girlfriends? Sick kan? But this lady here, has been through it all.. And she has survived.. She hasn't let all these rumours and heartbreaks bring her down.. She definitely knows what she wants in her man..

As for the rest of you, I don't think I quite know what your love life is about.. But all I can say is that I definitely hope that one day, you will meet the right men who could promise you and ensure you happiness throughout your life.. And when that day arrives, you will definitely be the happiest person in the whole wide world.. Trust me..

Remember the episode I had with Suhaimi? Well, I guess it ended off pretty okay.. Yah, I was heartbroken and all but I realised that it is not the end of the world and that maybe we are just not fated for one another.. He's found someone and I've gone back to Saiful.. So all is fair in love, I suppose.. I just pray him happiness and joy.. No doubt I was very down when I learnt about the new girl.. But then again, we were ALMOST together.. Not together.. We were just not meant to be..

Life's been good with Saiful by my side of late.. 3 solid months without him have definitely made us changed people.. We have matured more and he is now more sensitive to my needs and wants.. Today marks 56 months of being together, and I hope that we will celebrate more such events together.. Pray that we will be in this relationship forever, yah!..

Before I sign off, just want you girls to ponder over this.. 'Love the person who loves you' or 'Love the person whom you love'?

Love always

= Shida =

one of us penned our thoughts at 10:35 AM


Its juz me tots..

Salam Peeps..
okay..i noe dis place haf been quiet lately rite?
okaylah..lemme fill da emptiness...but if you dun wanna read my crap..feel free to scroll down and read mar's okay..
Okay..lately i've been thinking alot...about my love life..or lack thereof heheh..
2 weeks ago..i went menziarah Azlan's family wif hairil..Azlan's dad passed away. FYI, Dats da first time i met his family. Anw, we chatted for a while, den his mum joined us. his mum ceritakanlah how the arwah was like wen he was alive. Previously, i found out frm Azlan dat his parents r very loving and romantic...dey go "dating" together alot..go APM lah..go jalan2 lah..wat lah..
Aniways....as she was telling me all the sweet and loving memories about azlan's late father..my heart juz wept for her.
7 mths ago, i broke up with a guy whom i loved very deeply..the pain i felt during the break-up was sooo unbearable! i felt as if the nothing holds any meaning to me.. you guys haf been in love, and heartbroken before..you noe at i mean..
the pain was soooo intense rite? you feel like your body was torn apart..
And I realised dat..wat i went thru 7 mths ago was NOTHING compared to wat Azlan's mum is going thru! Imagine..u haf been married for 32 yrs..and suddenly, without warning, everything is gone juz like dat! I mean..i broke-up..but at least i noe i can still see hairil or hear his voice...but for Azlan's mum..there's no way to....He's gone..and wont be coming back.
Can you guys try and imagine yourself in her shoes? I tried...and i wept pails & pails of tears...
(Of course..Hairil was uncomfortable wif me crying beside him on our way home in a cab)
Before we left, his mum gave me dis advise : Love someone and cherish him while you can..you're still young...dun waste precious time coz you'll never noe how much time you haf..
touching huh? She's one helluva strong woman i tell you!!
Yesterday i went to watch dis Japanes movie. Its titled Crying Out Love In The Center Of The World . Its highly recommended by me!!! Its sad..and makes you cherish your love ones...Its abt love..being separated by death. Makes me wonder..if i die...will there be pple crying for me? My eyes r like leaking taps (i guess i can say dat crying is my latest hobby nowadays)
Aniways..my point is...Life is short...And I dun think i wanna spend da rest of my life without love. I wanna fall in love...and never hit the bottom...haha crazy rite? but i pray dat i'll find it InsyaAllah...
And I wont rush into making hasty decisions...
Which is why i decided not to accept Andri's proposal...I dun wanna get married for the wrong reasons.
Btw, kak..sori if i didnt tell you dis..
I met Andri Online..he's 27, Indonesian, but has been staying in Germany for like 7 years. He proposed 2 mths ago..and wants to meet my parents...but i told him to give me time.. He's a really good guy..pious and everything. I noe he can lead me to the right path InsyaAllah.
At dat time i tot it was good..coz it'll be marriage..a halal way..you noe...cutting down on the harams wen dating and all..and i foolishly tot dat there'll be love after marriage..
but haha..i realize dat i'm not really dat kinda person..I dun think i wanna risk it..wat if there's no love after marriage?
I want love..not juz normal love..i want GRAND PASSION...the touches dat sizzles..the little looks dat'll bring you warmth all over...And flames dat will never die even though u're old and wrinkly, your teeth falling out and all. I envy wat Azlan's parents had...still in love even wen they are old.
*sigh* where can i find such love? Yellow pages ada tak? Ebay ada jual?
sheesh rohaya...stop walking on the clouds and get back down to earth..
Now you noe y aya is always reading romance book..
Okay now..i guess i'll stop here before i blabber sumore and embarrass myself further..
leave your comments guys..
Salam Sayang
~aya~

one of us penned our thoughts at 12:17 AM

Thursday, July 21, 2005

=uPdatEs on Moire=

Hello gerls...
As some of u gerls noe that i visited KKH yesterday afternoon to have a maintenance lah.. wat maintenance faham2 je lah...
I spent 3 freaking hour in the hospital itself.. OMIGOD.. punyalah lama... I visit frm one gynea to a dietician and to a pharmacist... Mak ai.. punyalah pening kepala..
Wat the doctor told me abt my illness.. none.. till now i dunno wats wrong with me.. BUT he did mention that he suspected that im suffering frm polysistic ovaries.. wat izzit.. its actually fats that blocked ard my ovaries thus preventing the eggs to come out.. and if that is not treated he said it can lead to cancer of the womb.. nauhzubillah...
So anyway.. i will be having my scanning on the 26/8.. that's the fastest the gynea can push for me.. kalau tak i kena tunggu Sept... I will be spending a 3/4 day kat hospital tu seh.. meeting 3 diff types of doctors that day.. the scanning doctor, followed by my gynea and followed by my dietician... I'd asked Isma to follow me on that day, hopefully she managed to get off on that day.. So isma u better keep me updated tau.. im counting on u... :)
My gynea was also surprised coz my blood pressure is considered too high for my age... nasib baik lah tak terlampau tinggi or else i kena warded but YIPEEE then i get lots of visitors hahhaa...
Rite now im on a very strong hormone pills... the pharmacists warned me that i will suffer from nausea, giddiness and etc.. dah mcm mak buyung seh... hahahha but reli man right now im suffering from all dat.. giddiness and nauseaing and asyik nak terbuang air kecil je... :(
Anyway, my dietician has put me into a task.. i must start back all my sports that i used to have during the olden times hahahha... So kalau sesipa yg nak gi main badminton or swimming do give me a call insya allah i follow... BUT im available on Sundays n Mondays je tau... Kalau nak main badminton its ok i will provide all the necessary tools like the rackets but the shuttle cocks i think i can also provide lah... :)

Till i hear from u gerls again...

=Princez Mar=

one of us penned our thoughts at 7:43 PM

Saturday, July 16, 2005

=d pictures=


Hi Gerls here are some of the pictures courtesy of Mahadi's new digicam n me the camerawomen... Taken from one of our Gerunz trip.. I follow but i did not follow them into the haunted places.. i was kinda tired so i dun want anything to follow me back home... hehehhe.. Kak jgn takut takde pic hantu kat dalam semua pic tgh slack...See the end of the road.. me n my kuzzins were actually in the middle of a road infront of Matilda's house, one of the haunted house near Punggol Mrt.. Nie case takde keje lain... These my kuzins same place... nak buat ariel view tapi tak menjadi ahahhaha... The pic of the whole team who went for Gerunz every now and then... we called ourself D' Gerunz.. with the motto, Unleash Yrself... Sesiapa masuk Gerunz team dpt t-shirt gerunz... U see the 4 cars lining up behind us? That's the mode of our transport... actually kan after this snap we kena tangkap by patrol cars hahahaha.. they thought kiter org nak gi racing.. mahadi will flag down pakai tongkat dia hahahhaha.. den d drivers' i/c no kena wrote down by the officers... But kiter sempat berbual wif the officers tanya tampat mana mkn best... dey sd Jalan Kayu.. haizz takde tempat lain ke diaorg nie...
Star of dat day!!!

d'Gerunz team photo

Another team photo..

That's all Gerls...

=Princez Mar=


one of us penned our thoughts at 8:01 PM


=its the 100th POSTS!!!=


Its the 100th posts so I thought i want to put picture of me N Mahadi... Kenangan manis di Tanjong Pagar Railway Station, @ 2 am... After that we went to East Coast of course with mu kuzzins to discuss our next outing and D'Gerunz tshirt printings...
U guys want to join our outings are welcomed just give me a call k...

=Princez Mar=

one of us penned our thoughts at 6:49 PM


=NoNe Other THAN me!!!=

Harlo harlo harlo....
apa khabar semua...
Hi gerls... sori lah dah lama tak update my pc @ home broke down and the only day i can read and look @ pictures kat blog when its Saturday.... That's d only day when i'm free... And that's also the day when i can finish all my back log work... Takde org nak kacau my working momento :)

Anyway... i'm down with a terrible sore throat... I lost my voice yesterday BUT i got it back 2day!!! YEAH!!! Kesian the residents semlm.. kena really dgr wat i'm trying to tell them hahahha.. But cannot blame me.. my throat really hurts.. nie pun masih sakit but ok ok.. can talk better.. but i try not to talk too much lah... Have been drinking lots n lots of plain water... ntah dah brape gallon dah sampai perut pun kembung....

Ok enuf of my story.. Nie moire nak menyusun sepuluh jari kepada Kak Aya n Kak Isma kite.. dah mcm hari raya pulak eh hehehhe..
Nak mintak maaf kerana membuih... for the 1st August...
So sorry i could not follow u gerls to Batam as promised... Got reasons... Nie reason not to excuse myself tau.. but hope u gerls understand... Here it goes...

(1) I received a wonderful package when i went to an optician @ Century Sq last 2 mondays... I went der to get a new specs after being heavily nagged by my mom n Mahadi for wearing contact lens.. My telinga bled arh dgr the nagging (bole gitu drama mama betul si mar nie hehehe) Si Isma witness coz she cabut frm keje kejap :)
So i went der wanting to get a new specs dah choose n tinggal nak bayar deposit je when the optician asked me whether i want to be a part of her Baush n Lomb research.. the incentives i got to wear daily contact lens free 4 a mth solution all given n at the end of the 1 mth i got a $150 cash voucher... siapa tak nak seh.. Ya aya its sumthing like yr contact lens remember when kiter in poly? So i signed lah the contract.. Every monday i kena report to that optician to get my eye tested and to pass them the contact lens that i wore for a week for their research... N i change my specs to a better one courtesy of Adibah for helping me choose last Monday... :)
So regarding to report to the optician thingy... 1st August is the last day to report kalau tak report that day i won't be getting my transition specs!!! YIKES!!!


That's the reason lah previously but i got add ons reasons as days went by... Here next...

(2) I just receive an email from non other den my Manager... to make myself available @ all times especially in August.. First thing, I will be busy with the National Day Preparation @ Yishun... My cc is in charge of Logistics so kiter kena lah liase ini liase itu... So i have been busy with the preparations... N one more thing ELECTION aarrrgghhh!!! So me n Dibz will be busy man... All happening in August... wat a mth!!!

(3) me tgh pokai giler hahahhaha... Kalau ada charity organisations nak donate to MKF (Mardhiah Kindness Foundation) i accept.. all modes of transactions hahaha.. nets, cash n cheques BUT bounce cheques not acceptable :)

K lah gerls hopefully my blog will kill yr boredom...

Signing Off..

=Princez Mar=

one of us penned our thoughts at 2:08 PM

Saturday, July 02, 2005

Girly girly day...

Hello peeps... Coming live from Aya's room, presenting Ms Aya and Ms Isma...

Start of the day...
Clinique...
Sandra Chia look-alike served us.. really look alike..
And we had a good time.. Aya got this two way foundation tat makes her skin flawless..girls dun be fooled by the flawless skin kay..
Aya: Isma..kau jangan jeles eh!!!!
Isma: Haha.. nak jeles buat ape.. aku pun beli juga.. cuma the pressed and additional foundation.. haha.. Oh ya.. blusher.. that add to my sweet looking, gentle and lovely face.. not forgeting delicate.
Aya: Bluek!!! btw...isma's nose is lenghtening rite now!!! okay isma...go on wif da story...but try to stick to facts rite now okay!!!
Isma: Aya just cant accept he fact.. Lets move on girls..
We went to the food fairs.. they had fantastic fantastic durian delicacies.. in all shape sizes.. I had durian crepe and aya had durian pudding.. it taste so durian..
aya: syiooooooook!!!!!! must try!!!
Isma: besok last day!!!
Anyway back to the story...
wajah beauty centre.. SUCKS!!!!! Really.. went there for facial...and we discovered:

1. Bad service
2. Improper planning
3. Unprofessional
4. Bad ambience
5. Lousy music
6. Under staff
7. Stereotyping
8. Stupid,uncomfy sofa
9. Unfriendly, cold towards guest
10. A definite no..no...

Lousy is everything there..
Aya: yalah!!!!my face still bad...my blackhead still there!!! my pimples gone worse!! aiyoh!!! my nose now very shiny!! do u noe dat dey left the mask on my face for 1 hr!!!!!!?????
Anyway we move on..
walked ard geylang and managed to get 1kg for $3 Lychees..small seed..thick and juicy flesh.. hmmm ..
Then we went to Aya'place for free movie screening..not forgetting free pizzassss..
And guess wat..Aya hide behind her mummy throughout the whole show.. it was a scary thai movie.. But Isma face all of it..
Aya: Liar liar, pants on fire!!!!
Isma:Kay its 10pm.. I better get going.. Aya looks half dead.. gonna sleep soon...

alritey...Isma and Aya signing offfff....
nites peeps (or gd day, wenever u're reading dis)





one of us penned our thoughts at 9:56 PM