Friendship...
can take different forms.
It can run like a river,
quietly and sustainingly
through life;
it can be an intermittent
sometime thing;
or it can explode like
a meteor,
altering the atmosphere
so that nothing ever feels
or looks the same again.
~Molly Haskell

PMS SUCKS!!!!!

Salams Babes...

Hmmm...Susah eh jadi orang pompuan?
In my whole 22 (ehem..coming to 23...hint hint!) years of life, the toughest challenge is consistently battling PMS. Its something that you totally can't control.
I noe da Adams think dat PMS is juz an excuse dat ladies use.

But its not okay!
Its not something you can touch, or close, or shut down, or put a lid, or pause, or even push a stop button. Its juz something that happens to every girl without her knowing it. Heck..even if she realise dat she is having PMS, she still can't control it!! Its like being possessed by someone else. Raise up ur hands if u agree!!

I was informed by my family doctor dat ur hormones is tied wif mthly cramps. Bet u didn't noe dat rite? If u wanna noe or predict how bad ur cramps will be, juz see how bad ur PMS is. If u haf bad PMS, well be prepared...chances are ur cramps will be damn teruk man!!!

I haf really bad PMS dis mth...The proof? I had really bad cramps 2day, but of course i hadta hide it coz i was outside, wif da girls. Haha..but i realised smtg...My cramps disappeared when we were shopping!!! hahaha!! Retail therapy is certainly a great cure man! U girls shld try it!!

*sigh* my PMS dis mth is really da worst one i haf in my whole entire life. Terrible plus horrible!! As usual, wen havin PMS, I will turn jiwang, and start feeling insecure. It seems dat Insecurity is a MUST whenever I'm PMS-ing...heheh, dats smtg all my ex-boyfrens knew and groan abt. But dis mth...as i said, dis mth is bad. I said things I didn't mean and I made decisions I shouldn't haf...and becoz of dat, I hurt someone I care abt and lost something important in my life now.

To that someone I hurt, I'm really sorry. I'm not putting PMS as an excuse coz I noe I'm in da wrong and its my mistake to let my heart rule my actions. I noe its difficult, but I hope you'll forgive me one day.

To my dear 7-wonders (8-1=7 rite?)..I hope u'll learn smtg from my loss.

Noe wat ur weaknesses are during ur PMS and try to monitor dem. Its hard to control i noe, but try to tone dem down. Try as best as you possibly could not to let dem take over you.
Most importantly, stop and think carefully before u make a decision...Is dat wat u really want?...or is it juz ur hormones talking?

Regret is a bitter medicine that leaves an awful taste in your mouth for a damn looooong time.
I noe.

Salam Sayang
~aya~