Friendship...
can take different forms.
It can run like a river,
quietly and sustainingly
through life;
it can be an intermittent
sometime thing;
or it can explode like
a meteor,
altering the atmosphere
so that nothing ever feels
or looks the same again.
~Molly Haskell

Komen?..or no komen..? haha..if u guys noe me..u'll noe da answer.

Salamz pple...
Hmmm...komen? or no komen?...hmmm...i guess some pple haf their own priorities...some pple juz haf their own, erm...order of importance. Look at my nasib for example..i rank number 5 in someone's life man..
1) His mum
2) His Family
3) His career
4) His Frens
5) ME!
How sad is dat?..well, wateva their decision is, i guess we hafta respect dat..I haf no complains abt me ranking number 5, i guess I'm still happy being No. 5 coz its better like dat for now haha..hey...at least i'm in da top 5 okay!!
but coming back to our topic,Over time, da ranking will change. maybe now we'll put frens over career...who noe in 2 yrs time, career will come before frens? I juz hope dat it wont come to dat lah..but circumstances may change, somethings r beyond our control. we as frens shld try 2 understand. hmmm...but putting some frens over other frens...hmmm..i'm not sure if some pple wld accept dat.
And i also do wonder if we do exist in that party's ranking or not. Coz I seem to sense a case of "the new replacing the old" here. I hope I'm wrong yah.

Sometimes its also funny wen we hear a party tell an outsider (who dun really noe us) dat we dun understand dat party (eh brape banyak party dah..ni dah macam pilihan raya beb!!) but did da party ever try put demselves in our shoes, and see from our point of view how n wat we think of dat party? and why? (boy! dis party thingy is getting complicated!!) do u think da party can experience da disappointments we felt? lies after lies, excuses after excuses...its sad wen most of da times we hafta inform da rest dat dat party won't be coming, and its sadder wen sumtimes dey reply dat "why doesn't it surprise me?" and u noe wats da most saddest part? wen after a while, another party start replying "it doesn't make a diff whether dat party is here or not".
*sigh* we are not pulau-ing u...u r pulau-ing urself. We haf informed and invited dat party to each activity or even impromptu shopping or movie dates. Kena pakai kad jemputan ke? We dun make it complsory for u to come each shopping trip or smtg...but at occasional gatherings, do at least show urself now and den...as Mar pointed out.. Isma, Mar and Dibz haf horrible working hours..shifts and all. but dey do manage to make time. If dey can't make it for dis event, dey will try and make it for others.
Oh and u noe smtg else dat pisses me of abit...wen on da day of da event, we hafta call dat party repeatedly to ask whether dat party is coming or not. Hello? why can't dat party call us? its call courtesy leh...
Well...i apologise if i hurt dat party further wif my words. I noe I'm known to draw blood wif my words...well..aku dah try tapis lah ni...but I'm sorry, If my words still hurt u...but *sigh* since mar dah bukak topic, aku pon nak menyuarakan perasaan yg terpendam. Mar!! Ni semua kau nyer pasal lah!! hahaha...

Aniways, actually i write dis blog coz i wanna share smtg wif u.
Juz now..i was in cloud 9 da whole day coz i received a long-distance sms. During dinner @ tekkah wif my family, i reread da msg (dunno for da how many hundredth time) and dalam keadaan aku yang terapung apung di awangan, aku tersalah aim...nak simpan hp dalam bag...sekali, hp tak masuk...and guess where it fell into? a longkang!! those blakang lorong nyer longkang dat smells really really disgusting!! not longkang smell u noe...more like toilet bowl smell!!! eww! it was seriously disgusting okay! I tried and wiped it wif a soapy tissue a couple of time...but da smell is still there!! Ewww! i juz hope dat my phone is not spoilt...any suggestions to get rid of da smell from my hp? rasa rasa mcm nak masukkan ke washing machine ajer!!

sedih sey..*sigh* but i'm still at cloud 9 though =c)
I guess dats it for now..All da best Mar for ur PENDING item.
And WHERE IS LULU???!!!! I hate to admit it...but i miss dat girl!

Salam sayang
~aya~