Friendship...
can take different forms.
It can run like a river,
quietly and sustainingly
through life;
it can be an intermittent
sometime thing;
or it can explode like
a meteor,
altering the atmosphere
so that nothing ever feels
or looks the same again.
~Molly Haskell

Back From Hiatus

Hi babes.. been a very long time since I created an entry here.. Well, been super-duper busy of late.. Trying to settle things with Saiful and trying to move on with my life.. Yes, I am finally thinking with my brain and not with my heart..

One thing that I can deduce from my experience, love hurts.. No matter how I try to hold on to the relationship, no matter how I try to coax myself that everything will turn out ok in the end, I will still get hurt.. I will still end up being the one crying.. I will still be the one going through the heartbreak.. Being a lady, I am not that strong to be facing this kinda stuff..

It's true what they say.. Wanita mempunyai hati dan naluri yang mudah tersentuh.. Tetapi apabila hati seorang wanita itu mulai menjadi keras, tiada suatu apa pun yang dapat melembutkannya kembali..

Yes, people.. My heart has hardened.. So much so that I told my mum to find my life partner for me.. I've had enough of going through heartbreaks.. The next guy I encounter, I might just marry him without thinking twice.. As for Emy, I dunno.. Maybe ada jodoh, maybe tak.. Aku tak pining on that hope.. Jodoh ada kat mana-mana ajer.. Cuma aku belum jumpa jodoh aku yang sebenar-benarnya.. I am contented just having people like you around me.. Although I may not be able to spend that much time with you people, but you gals will definitely be my pillars of strength..

Love you babes..

Rohaya, stay strong in overcoming all these obstacles in life.. Allah loves you.. That's the reason why He is making you face these challenges.. Insya'allah you will get through this, babe..

For those yang heartbroken and all, ingat.. kumbang bukan seekor, bunga bukan sekuntum.. May you find happiness soon..

Just pray that my mum will find me a nice husband.. Or maybe, that nice husband-to-be will just come and meet me soon..

Take care, babes..

= Shida =