Friendship...
can take different forms.
It can run like a river,
quietly and sustainingly
through life;
it can be an intermittent
sometime thing;
or it can explode like
a meteor,
altering the atmosphere
so that nothing ever feels
or looks the same again.
~Molly Haskell

How WoRsE Can My LiFe BE...

Hey gerls.. I'm a bad sister...2day the O levels results kuar... Haizz...And the results is super atrocious.. wat can i do.. i can't blame her. i have myself to blame for not really be damn tegas with her when it comes to studies.. how i wished she had listened to all my advises before her Os.. interprete my advises as advises instead of nagging... Y lah she tak nak dgr ckp from the experienced ones.. damn stubborn.. now shes stranded... and the whole family is very lost.. shed make the same mistake twice.. haizz takkan lah tak blajar from her mistakes.. nak katakan geram pun ada.. bingit pun ada.. frust tonggek pun ada.. haizz apa nak jadi dgn remaja zaman skarang... takkan nak jadi sampah masyarakat kan.. im so lost.. dunno how to bring my sister to the right path back... dunno how to make her realise dat w/o the paper chase she cant survive.. in reality..
As a sister.. i have the right to protect her.. n also teguh her wat shes doing rite or wrong.. kenapa lah adik2 zaman skarang tak nak dgr cakap kakak.. pening betul.. Asal teguh je... kakak nie suka membebil lah.. masuk telinga kanan keluar telinga kiri.. haizz.. dah jatuh baru nak sedar... tapi hairan jatuh bukan nye sekali dua tetapi berkali2 pun tak perasan... Nie ah kan baru nak prasan she got no future... nasi dah jadi bubur pun.. tak guna nak melinangkan air mata.. Kerana air matamu lah kakak selalu kesian kan... kesian punya kesian akhirnye... haizzz...
Am i being too hard on my siblings? Am i pushing them too hard.. Or am i trying 2 make dem be like me so dat my parents can be very proud of us.. no worries..? hakuna matata...? Kenapa lah... adik adik ku ini selalu membawa masalah... Lepas satu, satu... nie ah adik lelaki pulak asyik kena kejar ngan perempuan je kat skolah... sampai hp kena kebas ngan dat bitch... haizz perempuan zaman skarang.. berani... tak padan kecik.. called d bitch yesterday 2 give her a stern warning... anything happens to my siblings whoever dares to harm dem.. better think twice.. i wont hesitate... i guess i've been kind n patient enuf 2 people... n dey juz pijak my kepala... well everything has its limits... Nie si kecik pulak next year Pri 1... Pening pening... haizz jadi anak sulung... tanggung jawab punya lah berat... bilalah bole lepaskan all my responsibilties... =PrinceZ Mar=